Square One
I really thought I had a chance on this one.
I really thought I could get ahead.
All the pieces fell together perfectly.
Nothing was missing, except for an end.
Do I over-idealize this situation I am in?
Do I only see what might have been?
I can’t answer that, I don’t know.
But I would certainly prefer another spin.
It’s ok, shit happens, you know?
I will make it through this fight.
I am strong, I am determined.
Just don’t prod too deeply tonight.
But now, I find myself at square one.
Back to the drawing board again.
I’m not quite sure where to start.
But I always find my way, my friend.
You tell me, you too have problems
You too lie awake thinking in bed
I wonder what is next for me?
I wonder what is next for you, my friends?
When things are so perfect
You know they simply cannot last
It is a harsh lesson in reality.
The heartache always comes to pass.
So here I lay in shambles
Here I lay in the bright lamp light
Another evening of contemplation
Another night of feeling not quite right.
But now, I find myself at square one.
Back to the drawing board again.
I’m not quite sure where to start.
But I always find my way, my friend.
Hold yourself high, do not give in
Tomorrow demands yet another grin
We are alive, we have loved ones
Every day through the thick and thin
Find what truly makes you happy
Find what helps make you right
Live every day like it is your last one
Meet every day prepared to fight
Don’t be afraid to speak your mind
Surround yourself with those that understand
Surround yourself with your own love
I KNOW we can all be happy in the end
But now, we find ourselves at square one.
Back to the drawing board again.
We’re not quite sure where to start.
But we WILL find our way, my friends.

