Forever Me
I learned an important lesson today.
About who I am, and who I portray.
These two, they are not the same.
So different, it is such a shame.
Another day of living with myself and I.
Putting myself down, the real me hides.
Lost down a rabbit hole, the inner me fades.
The outer me a lie that never complains.
No, I don’t feel anything, I have no pain!
Make it hurt, make it bleed, give me the blame.
Like a sick masochist I beg for something more.
I am the one that’s broken but I continue to ignore.
So what do I do now, when I thought I was right?
Just another lesson learned, continue with life.
Constantly humbled, shown I am so wrong.
Led by confusion on a dead end trail so long.
The journey, I must see, has the answers I look for.
That message in a bottle will never wash ashore.
So here I live, here I learn, and here I sit.
Knowledge my only love and I am sick of it!
But this is me, its who I am, I must accept.
If I don’t, misery will be my only facet.
Come out of your hole, the real me.
Please meet who I would like to be.
Together, we can be, “Forever Me.”
